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this is me, trying to put down my thoughts about everything and anything in the most sincere way possible, trying to find order in the chaos that is my life, trying to throw some mediocre-to-good pictures in along the way and trying to do it all in such a charming way that maybe someone actually finds pleasure in reading it all.

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im gegensatz zu all the bittersuessen woertern die ich gerade da unten geschrieben habe bin ich eigentlich auch grad in partystimmung ... wobei sich der drang nach gleucksmomenten und einem freiem kopf damit ja vereinbaren lassen.

muenchen war unglaublich.
ich koennte jetzt ganz arg ausfuehren, aber eigentlich will ich nur sagen ...

dass ich mich sehr lange nicht mehr so zuhause an einem ort gefuehlt habe als in der uni als ich durchlief und mich alle fuer einen studenten hielten weil ich einen rucksack getragen hab und gerade aus der vorlesung hinauslief.

da will ich hin. warum genau weiss ich auch nicht. aber es hat sich wundervoll angefuehlt.

bis bald :)
21st Nov 2007, 12:15   comments (2)

hot chocolate

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one thing i can't wait for this year is sitting at a window, free of complications and stress, and watch the snow fall outside, you know, that thick kind of snow that piles up and doesn't melt away, and turns the world outside white and pure, and just sit there with a large mug of steaming hot chocolate, with beautiful music in the background and a mind full of joy instead of memories of the past of hopes of the future, an empty mind, just listening to the music, watching the snow fall, tasting the chocolate, feeling warm and ... loved.
21st Nov 2007, 12:06   comments (5)

coming and going

i'm out and about as much as wingmaker these days!

came home saturday early morning and i'm leaving again tomorrow.
i'll be gone for a bit over 2 weeks so i'll say goodbye now and wish everyone a lovely end of december/beginning of december.

actually i might put something up tomorrow.
dunno yet ...
20th Nov 2007, 17:36   comments (4)


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i'm leaving
on a jetplane
and i don't know when i'll be back again ...


yeah i do.
friday night.
well saturday morning more likely.
but what does it reeally matter? when i'm going to see interpol that night?

and when i'm off to munich in an hour to see some sights, some unis, see some lights and do new things. and when i'm off to see someone very very special. i'll see y'all next weekend, have a good week.


i'll see you soon.
can't wait.
it'll blow us away.
it'll melt our hearts.
11th Nov 2007, 17:41   comments (6)

editors 7.11.07

also in munich.

the editors were great
but the crowd were the most boring people i've ever seen at a concert.
they just sucked!

but oh well ... the boxer rebellion supported, i'd never heard of them, they're absolutely brilliant!

... oh my god it's snowing outside! i'm not ready for winter! i was enjoying autumn so much =(
9th Nov 2007, 15:27   comments (2)

maximo park 24.10.07

in munich.

was really quite good.
most euphoric frontman i've ever seen !
9th Nov 2007, 15:16   comments (0)


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in the end
the very very end of everything

it's all about one thing ...

3rd Nov 2007, 18:26   comments (0)


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"get up and go outside,
it will help free your mind"

ever get that feeling when you've got so much on your mind that all of it seems to block itself out and you end up with a desire to say absolutely nothing?

so gehts mir grad nicht.

aber ich hab trotzdem nichts zu sagen.
vielleicht gibt es zwei gruende warum man sprachlos ist.
entweder der kopf ist zu voll,
oder der seele geht es so gut,
dass seele und kopf sich einigen,
und zu dem schluss kommen,
alle gedanken und probleme solange zu ignorieren,
bis die seele aufhoert, sich so gut zu fuehlen.

I'm going out tonight and it better be lots of fun, i would hate nothing more right now than a boring evening.

3rd Nov 2007, 17:50   comments (0)