my life in words and pictures

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this is me, trying to put down my thoughts about everything and anything in the most sincere way possible, trying to find order in the chaos that is my life, trying to throw some mediocre-to-good pictures in along the way and trying to do it all in such a charming way that maybe someone actually finds pleasure in reading it all.

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what a lightshow!

first they announced that the gig would be cancelled because of a possible storm, but luckily (i was on the verge of tears), the dark clouds left quickly and i ran jubilantly back to the stage and fought myself to the front.

an epic show!
1st Aug 2007, 11:57   comments (2)

sugarplum rainbows

it was the first band we watched, and what a start to a magnificent weekend!

hey, look over there! someone exclaimed to my left.

if you look closely you can actually see a faint second rainbow over the first one. that really completed the experience.

the band then covered oasis wonderwall and we all smiled and sang along.

29th Jul 2007, 20:10   comments (15)

supposedly ...

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my best friend!

pissing in the bush like a dog ... then again ... it WAS a festival, there were other people pissing anywhere and everywhere, so this is quite alright ..

so anyway i just got back from the new harry potter movie, and can't really understand why everyone says it's so bad ... hmm ...

apart from that, i'm feeling better now, that hangover on saturday really took a bit longer to wear off than i was used to. the annoying thing is, when your body is a wreck and you feel like a heap of shit and tired and lame, you don't have the motivation to do anything better than hang around and do nothing, which in turns brings you down even more ...

luckily, i've succeeded in breaking out of this deadly dilemma - went for a very long run today - and am now happily back where i should be:

enjoying my holidays =) !!

that's the plan anyway ...
24th Jul 2007, 23:27   comments (3)

and green feet!

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23rd Jul 2007, 19:53   comments (6)

this one just had to get one for himself

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space cowboy josef

edit: this crazy dude walked around the festival in this outfit all weekend long! respect!
23rd Jul 2007, 18:44   comments (0)

naja ...

tu jetzt mal hier einige southside pics rein.

obwohls mir ehrlich gesagt einfach nur kacke geht.

wie n katern der nich weggeht
oder das ungewisse gefuehl das man hat wenn man einer krankheit kurz bevor steht
oder der zustand in dem man nach einem abend is, an dem man seinen koerper mit drogen und viel zu lauter musik vergewaltigt hat?
vielleicht auch das gefuehlt wirklich verpruegelt zu werden ...

was mir ganz nebenbei bemerkt letztens passiert is, in spanien.
aber davon berichte ich spaeter, in motivierter stimmung und vor allem ohne kopfschmerzenbauchwehmuedigkeit und dieses gefuehl

kennt das jemand?

wenn es schmerzt wenn man zu tief einatmet

als ob die lunge geschrumpft waere oder ...

ach jedenfalls is das echt unangenehm

ich fuehl mich grad scheisse.

melancholisch philosophisch ohne auch die geringste lust zu haben ein einziges wort zu sagen.

echt beschissen ...

irgendwie ueberfordert mich grad alles.

ich will ins bett =(

(das southside und das erlebnis des festivals darf unter keinen umstaenden im kontext dieser gerade eben geschriebenen saetze gebracht werden, da es wirklich ein unglaubliches wochenende war. um von schoenen erlebnissen zu erzaehlen sollte man allerdings auch in einer schoenen stimmung sein ... ausser wenn man sich direkt mit jemanden unterhaelt. weil dann muntert es auf. das hier is t jedoch eine einseitige diskussion und deswegen irgendwo auch eher deprimierend ... zumindest im moment)
23rd Jul 2007, 18:32   comments (7)

back from spain (again)

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feel way too tired atm but ... it's rude to return without a short hello

pictures coming soon ...


rest now
22nd Jul 2007, 14:26   comments (9)

more of these

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this time in black and gold

the sun just decided to have a look what's going on under the clouds, so i'll be quick and try to catch some rays =)

10th Jul 2007, 14:50   comments (3)